Self-Confidence


I was on a pink cloud in my first days of sobriety.  I walked around feeling weightless with a big smile on my face.  In spite of the damage I had done, in spite of the fact that I was unemployed and running out of borrowed money, in spite of the fact that I could not see a clear future.  In spite of all these things I had a feeling of hope deep inside.  I somehow was certain that everything was going to be OK. 

I was in this state that I walked into the group session of the treatment center at a week or so sober.  "I feel so good, I know I'm never gonna drink again," I stated to the group.  The counselor quickly set me straight... "That’s just ego bullsh*t, Jeff.  Here we don't say "never" and we don't think "never.  Better that you do what you need to do so that you just don't drink today." 

It was a good lesson.
 
 
 
 
 

 

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